Truths

Finish what you've started. Tomorrow? No, today is not promised.

Beautiful colors, passion blue, Look in my eyes and see the truth.

Or is the truth not there? Excepting the truth will make you despise me, hate me. . envy? Live and not care. 

I hate those words, those words to me do not exist. Utopia effect? In my mind, ignorance is bliss. 

I am not perfect, but one day I hope to be close to it. You are not perfect, so don't think you've came up with the verdict. 

My life is a court case and the world is the jury. . Please acknowledge my innocence. 

My passion blue turns to dark red... engage in my fury. 

I hope the world will except me, for the signs written across my face specifically say "as is"

Changing me won't make it more worth it for you to live. 

Think about it, Ponder. . doesn't it make you calmer. 

To realize that the only focus should be the person with in 

if the words I said I hated before are constantly reflect your attitude, you're one step closer to living in sin. 

Hopefully, one day the case and the jury will make amends. 

#2011

I'm thinking that it is a NEW DECADE!

We should all be THANKFUL that we get to see another year!

How many of us actually take the time and go through our resolutions AND ACTUALLY take up on them??

“Another fresh new year is here . . .

Another year to live!

To banish worry, doubt, and fear,

To love and laugh and give!"

The past should be left behind, all the bad things should be demolished. A new decade means a new beginning. I just wish each year to be better than the last.

DONT LET ANYBODY BRING YOU DOWN. you run you! We need to bring this world peace and LOVE!;)

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYBODY THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY FOR TODAY! <3

It's Funny to me

Its funny how you can stand there and judge me.
Its funny how you can just take one look at me and think you know what im about.
It's funny how you don't know a DAMN thing about what I been through and you don't give me my respect.
How can you have the audacity to stand there and think you're better than me?
How about you get to know me first?
How about, I don't care what you think of me.
Life is not about judging others. Life is about getting to know others and it is about getting to know YOURSELF.
“Let every man judge according to his own standards, by what he has himself read, not by what others tell him.”
GOSSIP GOSSIP , . JUST STOP IT.
“We can never judge the lives of others, because each person knows only their own pain and renunciation. It's one thing to feel that you are on the right path, but it's another to think that yours is the only path.”

Me against the WORLD

NOTE: - How can one be themself, when they can not find what ones self is? f
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I look at my reflection, not only do I see a young woman, I see a young woman that is just waiting to get out there and see what REAL life is like. I'm RoShawna Janae, and more than half the world doesn't even know I exsist. Every one has a dream. Me, I have wayyy more than one. But who am I to say that all these dreams will come true. Only God holds that power, (I can only hope). How do I know that people actually take the time to read my writing, I don't. How do I know that people who I'm "close" to wont talk about me behind my back, I don't. And, how do I know that once I push myself to like or love someone, they just won't fade away, I don't. I do not and might not ever know how people feel about me, and thats just the way of life, I don't even know how I feel about me, I just know what I want to be (and that is SOMEBODY). Somebody who is ambitious, on the go, and stable. Stable? meaning I can provide, I can do the things I want to do, I can take one step with out taking two back. I want to let the world know, I am here (who ever I mold myself to be).

Change?

NOTE of the day; People will never really understand you unless you show them what you got. Make a statement, make a difference, leave your mark on this world. Let people remember you from the positive things in life.

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Spare Time Writing:)

There's something happening every second, in every part of the world.

And every news channel I turn to

there's something happening to a little boy or a little girl.

Our young ones are depressed. Why is that so? Because this world is such a

horrible place, whether we like it or not.

It's just the way it is. Crimes to be committed and wars to be fought.

It doesn't have to be that way. We are the people, and as the people we can make a change.

Give the little depressed boys and the little depressed girls a reason to want to live, give them positive energy to gain.

For they need to encounter happiness and the world is just making it worse.

A boy hung himself the other day and his family will live in remorse.

What happened to PEACE LOVE & HAPPINESS, I guess that will never be

Peace was there but gone today, Love is rare, and happiness is not here nor over seas.

"it will change one day", but when?

NOTE of the day: No matter how hard we try, women, most of us are never satisfied with our bodies. We need to appreciate what we have because we are beautiful in some way. Inside and Out. We are all unique and put on this earth for a reason. So why not make a difference.

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Spare time writing:)

Full of joyful emotion, maybe we'll find out that her heart is empty

No one knows what goes on in the mind of Charaine Dimpsey

She walks with her head high and mighty

but no one knows what goes on inside it

she will look into your eyes and smile right at you

she will even laugh in your face if she has to

what we don't know is that its all a show

what's really wrong with her? No one will ever know

UNLESS she comes out, comes out with the truth

For the happy emotion that she shows is just a false "mind-bending" suit

If you knew her past, that is probably why she would show such emotion. . To

get rid of the pain and terrible images.

If she didn't do so she would suffer a terrible sickness

When she was young she was beaten by her father

beaten to the point where she could stand no longer

Charaine told herself as the years went on that, this, ONE DAY, will make her stronger.

She lives her life ashamed of all the scars . but no one ever noticed, distracted by her great smile and such wonderful regards.

Soon she will come out and speak of her past,

but for now she's waiting to see how much longer this will last.

The happy in her is running out, she never thought it would.

The day will come when she reveals her true feelings. Do you think she should?

The Mirror

NOTE of the day: In life, people, no matter age or gender, say DONT HAVE REGRETS.

But there will be times in life where we wish we didn't do some thing or that we can change

certain decisions in the book of life.

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Waking up, hoping that the new day will bring happiness

Waking up, to look in the mirror to only see a dreadful face, while looking...the girl in the mirror is a person, full of sorrow and despair,

wishing the soul within becomes full of grace

LIFE, as she knows it is eating her alive

no self esteem no positive energy, just waiting to die

Her family doesn't notice her, the boy she likes never even took a glimpse

the world and emotions surrounding her is a very long, on going, UNBEARABLE fence.

A fence caving in as the years go on, she fights and struggles to be heard, to be noticed, her strength will soon be gone.

The Mirror is her enemy while her mind is in this state

Her identity will soon be found as she dreams. . . and waits.