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I look at my reflection, not only do I see a young woman, I see a young woman that is just waiting to get out there and see what REAL life is like. I'm RoShawna Janae, and more than half the world doesn't even know I exsist. Every one has a dream. Me, I have wayyy more than one. But who am I to say that all these dreams will come true. Only God holds that power, (I can only hope). How do I know that people actually take the time to read my writing, I don't. How do I know that people who I'm "close" to wont talk about me behind my back, I don't. And, how do I know that once I push myself to like or love someone, they just won't fade away, I don't. I do not and might not ever know how people feel about me, and thats just the way of life, I don't even know how I feel about me, I just know what I want to be (and that is SOMEBODY). Somebody who is ambitious, on the go, and stable. Stable? meaning I can provide, I can do the things I want to do, I can take one step with out taking two back. I want to let the world know, I am here (who ever I mold myself to be).